I've been so preoccupied with RL, I feel like I've hardly been around my journal(s). I've been reading small fics and keeping an eye on you all, but mostly either running around to the gym or various heathcare appointments, or fretting over my resume, the seemingly endless process.

Today I finally feel like it's DONE!!! Oh, there will still be tweaks, and multiple variations and formats and postings and cover letters and and and, but I finally read it and feel like it's good.

What an amazing feeling, to be suitably impressed with my own career!  After all the effort my miserable (nearly former!) boss devoted to convincing me I'm incompetent, it feels really great to rediscover myself.

It seemed impossible to ever get ready to make this change, and I still can't see how all of it will work out, but it things are lining up, and change.

Current Mood: hopeful

I made this Big Bold Decision to leave my job this past weekend, hired a coach, got a new Goddess spirit guide and all. So since then work has been anticlimatic, wait-and-see, and calm. **iz confused** Well, maybe not really. I have Things to Do, like a graphic design web site and a resume. So, it's one step at a time. I'm on my way. Somewhere.

Meanwhile, I am getting excited about Slash Retreat DC 2009!! Fabulous fangirls are convening from the north, south and west on the Holy Unpredictable Manor for the weekend. I am getting ready for some serious fun!

And, I stumbled upon a quirky little movie called Bruno, and no, it's not THAT one. Imagine a brilliant schoolboy who wears dresses, played most articulately by a young Alex D. Linz, Kathy Bates as the mother superior, Shirley McLain as his butch grandma (and director), and lots of other charming performances. It's all about being who you really are. **is heartwarmed** And, it has a wonderful last line!

Oh, and, I just go this nice shiny medal! **beams**